Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Emptyness

Something i copied from Jen's site......







Your Birthdate: October 1

Your birthday suggests that are executive ability and leadership qualities in your makeup.

A birthday on day 1 of any month gives a measure of will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach.

This 1 energy may diminish your ability and desire to handle details, preferring instead to paint with a broad brush.

You may be sensitive, but your feelings stay rather repressed.


The leadership part is so not me...although i do head nearly all of the assignment groups :P

I think the repressed feelings best describes me......the real me and the one u c in real life may have some sort of difference and i think this is it...i may have a hidden aggression that is mildly surpressed thru the excessive use of foul and vulgar words in my daily life, which i think is a mechanism to channel my rage, instead of letting it all out and turning violent, like the Joe Pesci character in Martin Scorsese's GoodFellas, a great film I watched recently and will try to give a light review in the future, which considering my slow-mo attitude, will probably be after the exams :P

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The day has not been good for me. Early at 10 I already had planned to join Frankie, Dylan & Robin in a discussion group, but without the presence of Alvin, who has fallen sick, we were like a bunch of idiots, chatting the whole damn day and hardly studying (actually, it was more like I'm the only one goofing around :P)

Damn, why can't I ever study seriously?

P/S: Our Comp.Comm. assignment got an A-, pretty good I guess, considering the fact that it only took us 2 hours for discussion and 4 hours actual work on THE LAST DAY before submitting to the tutor. Ironic.

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