12 Years

Today marks the 12th anniversary of the day we first dated each other.

JLA and ALJ.

Thank you for being the love of my life. :)

You...are my everything

You're a falling star, you're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

Can't get it out of my head

I can't seem to control it anymore....

Every day....night and day...i keep thinking about her.....

To the point that it's becoming an unhealthy obsession....or rather observation......

Try as I may I have always separated business with pleasure....but I'm really afraid that this time it will have a severe effect on my work...at least on my focus and concentration......

Still, I hope I'm not gonna lose it.......

I'm writing this after having one of the most ridiculously sweet and tender dreams last night on relationship....it's still vividly alive in my memory.....I normally forget my dreams as soon as I wake up...but not this one.....

When...when should be the good time to spill it out to her......


Oh just sod it, you piece of shit....

Dematerialized

Haven't update the blog for quite some time...but nothing interesting lately...

Chinese New Year was as usual...lost in Blackjack games to the other cousins...dammit...

The relatives are pushing me to get a girl...been the butt of joke the whole CNY....christ just gimme a break...I also need time...

Been busy on project and developments lately...still learning the securities system while doing coding at the same time...

Let's see if the planned gathering with the primary school mates can still materialize...

Gotta keep check to plan ahead for the Cambodia trip already...

And I just realize I bloody need a girl...am that desperate...hah...

very pathetic......