Love?

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You tend to take more than give in relationships. You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

I think the first and third one's quite accurate......the rest? no idea......

Meaningless

Very tired.....

Woke up at 11AM to get a message from Lysha asking to have lunch with her...so went out la, who wouldn't wanna have lunch with leng lui, rite?

Then nearly spend 2 hours watching my roomie play MGS2...haha, damn bored...

die lah, still studying Computer Communications for the exams...so sien la......

Emptyness

Something i copied from Jen's site......

Your Birthdate: October 1

Your birthday suggests that are executive ability and leadership qualities in your makeup. A birthday on day 1 of any month gives a measure of will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach. This 1 energy may diminish your ability and desire to handle details, preferring instead to paint with a broad brush. You may be sensitive, but your feelings stay rather repressed.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

The leadership part is so not me...although i do head nearly all of the assignment groups :P

I think the repressed feelings best describes me......the real me and the one u c in real life may have some sort of difference and i think this is it...i may have a hidden aggression that is mildly surpressed thru the excessive use of foul and vulgar words in my daily life, which i think is a mechanism to channel my rage, instead of letting it all out and turning violent, like the Joe Pesci character in Martin Scorsese's GoodFellas, a great film I watched recently and will try to give a light review in the future, which considering my slow-mo attitude, will probably be after the exams :P

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The day has not been good for me. Early at 10 I already had planned to join Frankie, Dylan & Robin in a discussion group, but without the presence of Alvin, who has fallen sick, we were like a bunch of idiots, chatting the whole damn day and hardly studying (actually, it was more like I'm the only one goofing around :P)

Damn, why can't I ever study seriously?

P/S: Our Comp.Comm. assignment got an A-, pretty good I guess, considering the fact that it only took us 2 hours for discussion and 4 hours actual work on THE LAST DAY before submitting to the tutor. Ironic.

Flunked

Listening to: Barenaked Ladies "It's All Been Done"

For the first time in my 4 years' life in college, I finally failed my computer communications mid-term test 2...I'm so fucked up......that's the price u pay for not studying......

I know what u people are saying: "yeah, so u flunked the mid terms, big deal....we do it all the time...there are other people who's doing worse than u..." no offence guys, no insult intended...it's just that i finally realized that i can't go thru the finals with this shitty attitude of mine......

So, I am now doing the make good test to be submitted tomorrow, and it's certainly not a pleasant feeling.....it seems like i'm making a big deal out of this, but i can't help it, my ego's too big to suffer all this...bigger than my balls, and definitely bigger than ur balls......offended? Fuck you.

I am going to score in the finals, that's a promise to myself.
Target Grade for computer communications subject : at least get a B.

If i can't achieve that target, then fuck me and my big fat ego.

Belated Celebration

Listening to: The buzzing sound in my head coz I'm damn sleepy now.

it's our national independence day, ppl, HAPPY 48th BIRTHDAY to Malaysia, Whoo-Hoo!!!

Saturday:-
I was supposed to went out with the classmates yesterday, but nobody wanted to go out (proof that I'm a bad planner), when suddenly an old friend of mine called and asked to meet him in 1U...but then i had to cancel it too coz I dun wanna come back late (it's a 50 minute trip by LRT)...

Sunday:-
instead, went to Low Yat Red-Box with Chris, Kien Jean, VV today...y does ppl enjoy singing karaoke so much? i can never understand......anyway, the fucker VV was hogging the mic all day long and i only managed a couple of songs...want proof? here's some:

see how enjoyed he is? grabbing the mic for a whole friggin' 1 hour in the limited time of only 2 hours......wey, other ppl also need to sing la!!! :(

aiyo, please lah...this one young teenage girls punya pose la...

mwahahaa!!!! finally it's my turn !!!! :p although i have to admit that is quite a stupid and horrendous pose and it doesn't fit my personality......but hey, who gives a shit, it's Merdeka!!! (although i dun quite get the feeling of it)

that ain't my finger, it's Chris'......god knows y he wanna show his middle finger...perhaps he 'bu suang' me ? mayb, with a l**j*** face looking like that, siapa pun mahu bagi the finger la...

Kien Jean the crooner in our group...so enjoyed, so inspired, so captivating, so *insert ur adjective here* :P


Enough with the karaoke, i dun get to sing much anyway, ha...so after meeting Kok Leng (he despises karaoke) we decided to watch IMAX T-Rex, just to experience the 3D effects la, coz we jakuns need to try out everything mah......but the damn show only starts at 6.30 PM and we got friggin' 4 hours plus to kill !!! sien la dunno wat to do, so we went to bought the tix while Kok Leng stays in Borders to indulge in the latest adventures of Specky Boy in Witch School (read:HP&tHBP)......



First time come to Borders despite recommendation from frens...the place is so big...ridiculously BIG...I can stay in here for the whole day without getting bored......ahhh, bookworm (which I am not) heaven......
* there's a Ralph Bakshi's animated version of LOTR being played here...i can say that i was lucky i never watched it before coz it's so damn horrible......

So i went off to those pirated video stores to start my scouring of the DVDs, hahaha......finally found some from my "Wanted List", which includes:
- My Left Foot
- GoodFellas
- L.A. Confidential
- The Last of The Mohicans
- Leon (The Professional)
- Crash
- Hustle & Flow; spent about RM75 on DVDs alone, damn...this month gonna pokai already......

They even got the latest season 4 of '24', damn it's currently showing in the US, and the LOST DVD is not even available in the States yet!!! If the governmental dept has half of the pirates' "speed and efficiency" then the sun will probably set in the East......

Later had dinner at Hartz Chicken Buffet at RM16.90...it's literally eat all you want with only chickens...mm-mm, chickens......eat until the whole stomach wanna explode liao.
Estimated waist growth: 2 in.

fast forward......the IMAX movie sucked......not very bad la, but at the end it kinda goes for cheesiness......the ads were even more exciting with better graphics...wonder why they dun show that instead......

The Usual Suspects :P

In the end, after celebrated well still no Merdeka feel...felt disapointed......maybe next year? But i doubt it.