Monday, November 22, 2021

Back in Black

So almost 4 years after leaving the old H bank and came to Japan, studying the language, countless job applications and interviews, experiencing first hand the disaster and indignity that comes from working a gig-economy rater role, I finally managed to land an IMO pretty decent IT Support permanent position in one of the biggest automotive corporation in the world.

Much thanks to my boss who took a chance with me. Here's hoping I won't let him down.

Tuesday, March 09, 2021

RIP Laoshu50500

So in 2019 when I was attending Japanese lessons I got really into languages and the novelty of watching people speaking a foreign language quickly grew on me especially Mandarin (Don't ask me why, I just enjoy it).

That's when I found a couple of interesting channels like Laoshu50500, XiaomaNYC, BlondieInChina, etc. and from time to time I'd watch their contents

Just found out yesterday that Laoshu has since passed due to unforeseen circumstances related to heart complications. Suffice to say it was indeed a big shock.

To be honest yeah the dude's not REALLY considered "fluent" from the viewpoint of the language learning community (really, just stock conversation starters).

But in his defense he's always stated that his goal is just to be more approachable to non-English speakers and watch their reaction as they light up seeing an American speak their native language, and in the process encourage other people to pick up a new language and hopefully able to see other cultures in a new light.

God knows we need more of that wholesomeness in these super partisan times.

RIP Laoshu. #LevelUp



Wednesday, March 03, 2021

Recap....again

Oh man, the last post was in May 2020 ! I really should write more damnit....

Quick recap:

- Binged a bunch of really quality ViuTV series since《玛嘉烈与大卫 绿豆》within a short period of time. TVB should really step up their game.

- Got a part time contract job as a Google Ads Rater in Sep2020. Looks good to have a side hustle initially but the actual pay is, well...let's just say it's gig economy. Lucky that there's a good resource for some reference and insights within the industry.

- Wifey bought a bike so that we could participate for FIT Japan Relola --- biked so much in Dec2020 my calves went sore.

- Took JLPT N2 exam in early Dec2020 and checked results on 25Jan2021 and I PASSED!!!!!!! (Results could have been better though considering I forgot about time management and didn't manage the last 3 long articles)

- First time went for interview on both Chinese New Year Day 1 and Day 2, spoke Japanese for nearly an hour. IMO it went well, but results still pending. Fingers crossed. 

- On the same night 13Feb, there was an almost 90 seconds tremor across many parts of Japan. This was the longest and strongest tremor we've ever felt in Tokyo and even had to go under the dining table just in case. Found out later that seismologists said this was an aftershock of the 11Mar2011 Tohoku earthquake. WTF.

Friday, May 15, 2020

CPY: 喜歡《綠豆》,因為觀眾終於被尊重

Admittedly I grew up with TVB series and only started seriously watching US TV series after entering college and found a whole new world.

But it can get stale and with 一台独大的情况与流水式作业的制作模式, there are very few good series anymore.

瑪嘉烈與大衛•綠豆
Recently watched a 2016 series 《玛嘉烈与大卫 绿豆》, amazing series detailing a simple adult love story told from a wholly different angle --- daily lives after the honeymoon period. Shot with an indie movie vibe with gorgeous cinematography, still shot camera placement, oldie soundtrack, attention to dialogue and convincing performance from the cast, it really shows how bad TVB still is.

Read a Douban user review and the below perfectly encapsulates my feeling.
瑪嘉烈與大衛•綠
瑪嘉烈與大衛•綠豆
瑪嘉烈與大衛•綠豆
瑪嘉烈與大衛•綠豆
《瑪嘉烈與大衛 綠豆》
《瑪嘉烈與大衛 綠豆》
《瑪嘉烈與大衛 綠豆》
不過,香港電視迷最怕的,其實不是那些自命清高、看不起電視的朋友。而是比任何人都更看不起觀眾的,電視台。

聽起來好像很諷刺,是不是?觀眾即收視,收視是電視台的維生指標,如此一間電視台豈有不尊重觀眾的道理?好似係。事實上,多年來,香港電視台對觀眾不單「尊重」,更是「照顧」得無微不至。

以大台劇集為例。怕你接受不了,所以劇集橋段,來來去去都是那幾個套路,永無驚喜;怕你夜晚要做家務、切水果,眼睛無暇緊盯螢幕,所以一小時劇集永遠被對白填滿,猶如在小箱子播放廣播劇一般;怕你智商不足,所以劇中壞人幹完壞事,總有一記大頭特寫,露出猙獰神情;怕你諗錯隔離,所以劇中角色說謊後,眼神必有半秒閃縮(然後轉身露出半記奸笑)

這就是多年來,電視台對待觀眾的態度。表面上,創作人只係驚你唔知。而實情卻是,佢根本當你無知。
電視台高層的態度亦當然一樣。這些年,每當被質疑劇集情節因循,作風保守,永遠不碰敏感議題,電視台高層永遠擺出同一張臉,答著同一個答案:怕觀眾不能接受。

是的。同性戀,觀眾不能接受。政治,觀眾不能接受。情節含糊,觀眾不能接受。對白語帶雙關,觀眾不能接受。結局太悽慘,觀眾不能接受。好人無好報,觀眾不能接受……聽起來,香港的電視觀眾,真像腦袋未經開發的一班傻瓜。難怪有人說,無綫電視荼毒了一整代的香港人。

Next on the watch list is its sequel/prequel《玛嘉烈与大卫 前度》。

P/S: Yes am fully aware of the mix of English and Mandarin in writing and my atrocious descriptive abilities. Not what it used to be anymore.

Friday, May 01, 2020

FWD: Ten songs from the 80s that I still love today

"I've been given the task of choosing ten songs from the 80's that I still love today. One song for ten consecutive days. No explanations, just videos . Every day I'll ask someone else to do the same and share the joy.
Tagged by XXX.
I nominate YYY"

So goes this latest "chain mail" going the rounds in Facebook and waddaya know I was tagged by Mani to do the same.

Now I'm just to lazy to spend 10 days posting 10 songs in FB but this is a good filler post so will just list it out here. :P

Enjoy, the 10 songs in no particular order:

1. George Michael - Careless Whisper


2. Journey - Faithfully


3. Rick Astley - Never Gonna Give You Up


4. Bruce Springsteen - Dancing in The Dark


5. The Proclaimers - I'm Gonna Be (500 miles)


6. Modern Talking - Brother Louie


7. Iron Maiden - Hollowed Be Thy Name


8. Bon Jovi - I'll Be There For You


9. Guns N' Roses - Sweet Child O' Mine


10. Toto - Africa


And here are the honorable mentions since I'm a sucker for lists:

Michael Jackson - Beat It


Bryan Adams - Summer of '69


Starship - Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now


12 Years

Today marks the 12th anniversary of the day we first dated each other.

JLA and ALJ.

Thank you for being the love of my life. :)

Wednesday, April 22, 2020

MCO continues...

Damn, time sure flies....it's been almost 3 weeks since the last post.

MCO has been extended to 28th April from the original date of 14th April, not sure whether there will be another extension but my guess is another extension is required to sufficiently help #FlattenTheCurve and making sure the health care system is not overloaded.

Currently infection cases are already on a decline, less than 100 a day, hope it gets better.

Meanwhile, Japan FINALLY, FINALLY declared a state of emergency (on 7 prefectures only) on 6th April after numerous pressure from health experts. Still, I can somehow feel the general public are not quite taking it seriously (Weekends still see many people in the streets).

Have a feeling that this year's Golden Week will be a somber one.

Been locking up at home since coming back to Tokyo mid-January, going out as little as possible and using as little money as possible for the sake of saving money, so in effect has practiced "self-quarantine" earlier and it's not as bad as it initially felt. Lucky that the wife and I are both lazy types and not very keen on outings.

BTW, in the 2 months since all this started, managed to finish some series in such short time, namely:
  1. Crash Landing on You (Korea)
  2. 安家
  3. 读心神探
  4. 叹息桥 (amazing Rashomon type narrative)
However, my 天与地 is still hanging halfway haha. Gotta get back on that, plus all the CW superhero shows.

Til next time, ciao for now.

Thursday, April 02, 2020

Coronavirus

Yikes, more than 1 year since the last post.....apasal lah....

It's been 2 months plus since the first case of major coronavirus outbreak.

Malaysia has imposed MCO (Movement Control Order) since 18th March while Japan is still hesitating on declaring a state of emergency, and almost the whole world is on self quarantine as much as possible to help #FlattenTheCurve.

Never thought I'd live to see a pandemic in my lifetime, though this one should go down as one of the great historical period.

With this much time on hand and not much news on job leads, should have plenty of time to do some blogging.

I do have a few posts in mind though i.e. yearly recaps, the past few years' travel, change in lifestyle and thinking... but I'm really struggling to get the words out.

Not sure if it's creativity ran dry or years of writing Facebook and Instagram short status dulling the long form writing skills. Scary, come to think of it.

Anyways, it's almost 1.15am JPT, this will do.

Thursday, November 01, 2018

4th Interview

Well, just got the 4th interview done with the TAM (Technical Account Manager) of Fastly Japan.

Have to say it was a smooth conversation, other than the fact that I got one of the most asked tech questions --- What happens after you type in a URL in the browser? --- somewhat incorrect. Well, not wrong I guess, but certainly felt a bit rusty answering such basic question.

That's what you get for working in the same company for 11 years without trying out interviews from time to time.

The TAM said he waited for 2-3 months as well before being confirmed for the job...didn't know it would take that long to update a candidate's status.

Oh well...I need them more than they need me. Just gotta wait and hope for the best.

Wednesday, October 31, 2018

Comeback?

Wow.

10 years.

That's how long I've been away from this blog.

One can understand given the emergence of Friendster (my god that was so long ago), Facebook, etc...

Rusty recollection of events ; rusty organization of thoughts ; rusty writing skills.

10 years is a really long time.

Not sure if I can do this anymore.

But I sure would like to try to.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

After 1 month plus and this is what I can come out with......

I'm sleepy as hell....looking at my blog it's empty since the Cambodia trip last month....didn't have time to blog, didn't bother to blog...no materials...only consumed by work, work and more bloody work......

Well...this is my life...and another meme below just to past time while I wiki-surf...
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Starting time : 1:50am
Name : Alan Pang
Sisters : 0
Brothers : 1
Shoe size : 9
Height : 175cm
Where do you live : KL

Have you ever been on a plane : Yes
Swam in the ocean : Yes
Fallen asleep at school : even in the office damn it...
Broken someone’s heart : don't think so...
Fell off your chair : Yes.

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : Yes, very recently...
Saved e-mails : Yes
What is your room like : mattress, fan, newspapers, loads of plastic bags, clothes, messy...
What’s right beside you : stand alone fan
What is the last thing you ate : Fried noodles

Ever had Chicken pox : Nope
Sore throat : Long time ago...
Stitches : On the abdomen...
Broken nose : Nope
Do you Believe in love at first sight : No, I believe in nurturing a relationship
Like picnics : that's a good idea...
Who was the last person you danced with : Hmm...my ex roommate?

Last thing made you smile : An unexpected and well placed birthday gift
You last yelled at : Stupid politicians...
Kissed anyone : Of course...
Get sick : Few months back...
Talk to an ex : Never had an ex...
Miss someone : Very, like, right now...
Who do you really hate: No one really, depends who pisses me off when I'm depressed...

Do you like your hand-writing : No comment
Are your toe nails painted : Ya think ?!
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : Hahahahaha.....
What color shirt are you wearing now : Red
Are you a friendly person : Should be lah...
Do you have any pets : No, but would like to keep a dog...
Do you sleep with the TV on : Sometimes...
What are you doing right now : Answering some memes duh....
Can you handle the truth : We all have to don't we?

Are you closer to your mother or father : Both...
Do you eat healthy : I think I am...
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : Again, never had an ex...
If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : Anyone I can get...
Are you loud or quiet most of the time : Quiet I think...
Are you confident : Sometimes yes, sometimes no...

5 things I was doing 10 years ago
1) Stayed in Kelana Jaya
2) In scouts
3) Attended Commonwealth Games 98' closing ceremony
4) Learning to be mature -___-
5) Had a 6 months crush on my classmate

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1) Buy properties
2) Invest
3) Travel everywhere, and I mean EVERYWHERE
4) Donate out half to charity
5) Start a Fight Club...hahaha...

5 of my bad habits
1) Self-depreciative
2) Lazy
3) Like to curse
4) Unattentive
5) Pride

5 places I have been living in
1) KL
2) Seremban
3) KLIA
4) Kelana Jaya
5) Liverpool

5 people I tag
1) Soe Chin
2) Melvin
3) Jarod
4) whoever
5) whatever

Thursday, September 04, 2008

In Cambodia now

I am now writing this post using the free Internet service in Green Town Guesthouse in Cambodia.

Yup, I am on a 5 day holiday trip now in Cambodia. Vacationing in the not-quite-small town of Siem Reap, and visiting the world famous Angkor Wat, which, will not
finish touring the whole temple compound in even 3 days.

It's only day 2 and I already got myself burned in the arms due to the bloody hot weather. Probably lost 2 kgs in the process too because of the long distance walking, hehehe...

It's been a long time since the last post. Been really really busy on my work til no time to go online.

Hope this trip is worthwhile, as we are stumbling here and there, hahaha...

Wish me luck.

Monday, July 28, 2008

Cut

You know these moments.

You're having the time of your life, finally having the time and opportunity to do whatever the hell you want, however the way you wanna do it, and, like, totally enjoying the process.

You savour these moments because it's so goddamn rare to have that opportunity in the first place.

And when everything goes swell, out comes something so unexpected that it absolutely takes away everything before it, and leaving a bit of a sour taste.

Yeah, we call it potong steam.

And I just had mine cut off.

And I am freaking pissed right now goddammit.

Up The Ladder

Thursday.

Our head of IT suddenly came in with some letters in hand, announcing PROMOTION!

and yes, one of my resolution this year has become a reality.

I'm being promoted to SIPO.

Whoo hoo!

Now it means I have more work to do, the stakes are higher, and I need to play the game well.

And I got a pay raise too.

Blek... :P :P

Monday, June 23, 2008

That flick of a moment...

Loved this word.

Very meaningful.

Very personal.

It means a lot.

No, it's not the Justice League of America.

This is not fanboy comic thing, it's real.

JLA.

I will not forget this for a very long long time.

Hulk 2.0

Friday night was dope.

After work, went to catch ' The Incredible Hulk' with Ryan and the gang. Was a bit late when we left office to catch the train and get to 1U, but made it in time to catch all the trailers. Heh.

Overall the movie was not bad. I wouldn't have so much interest if Edward Norton wasn't in it. I still think the Ang Lee version was more epic and had more scope and emotions (I'm a sucker for originality and bold moves).

Anyway, this one definitely had more action sequences. But 2003's Hulk had a more powerful Hulk. At least that one can leap 3 miles in a single jump...hahaha......I think only the campus fight was well done. The final battle was...just 2 CGI monsters clashing. At least it was executed competently lah, without those Michael Bay-styled fast cuts.

After the movie, went to SS2 Murni for supper. And chit chatted for almost an hour before going back home, which, at that time, was almost 3am......

Aih, sleeping late again......

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Floating

I am now in a position where they called it the Peter Principle...or so I think I am......

It's been a good 19 months already since I joined the company and started the working life.

The company's good, I admit....good perks and benefits, great salary and allowances......and they're addressing the work-life balance issue too...well good for them...

Just that....at this stage, I feel that I should grow already, to take up new things, to venture out, to step out of my comfort zone and try something different...

Not still coding, patching, releasing...those are great things too, don't get me wrong.....I feel like I wanna manage, man....u know...train others.....

It's one of those resolution things I made during a training workshop attended last month that made me really really think about myself and where I wanna go and who I wanna be.....

Unfortunately, my skills still suck...my mouth still can't shut up at the right time....and my people skills are deteriorating.....

Damn it, what a bad time to encounter all this when they just welcomed me to the team leader meeting......

And there's still so much so much more to learn.....

I'm floating now....need to grow, yet still feeling a sense of arrested development....

I need help.

Stuck

It seems that I am now blogging on a monthly basis.

Oh god, I hate that.

Hate it hate it hate it......

Used to be able to blog everyday, but not anymore....one of the reasons is because of work...another is because the house leader moved out of the house and cancelled the TMnet registration, which left us stuck with no phone line......which leads to me needing the Orange cafe so badly almost everyday......

I can't write in complete sentences anymore....fucking Neanderthal....

Sometimes even I don't know what to blog about, or write about....

Or what I want in life......

Jesus Mary Joseph........

I'm stuck......

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

You...are my everything

You're a falling star, you're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

Saturday, April 05, 2008

Fire Fight!

No, my house is not burned down or anything......

I'm fire fighting....that's my profession for this week :P

I don't need a water hose or a fire truck......only a laptop...

My senior has recommended me to enroll into the roster......haha...not sure to be happy (for recognizing my strength) or sad (I have to be on call) ......

My dear colleagues, of course you will know what I'm saying...

As for others come ask me if you wanna know more lah!

All I can say is, let's hope I learn more from this one.

Happy FF to me!

Yeah right......